Too Domesticated

I had been feeling too domesticated lately. I used to have a lot of freedom and would do adventures that made me feel very excited. I rode horses and did truly impressive things on horseback.

However, every time that I've tried to make horses a permanent part of my life, it hasn't worked out for me. Alafair even thought she would want to do horses, but now she's realized that they are quite a lot of work. She's not as interested in them, and becoming a horse-woman isn't a reasonable adventure for me to welcome into my life, again. I think it might have been a mistake that on a soul-level I knew needed to be cleared from my Akashic Records, but I didn't know what could fill that void. If you get rid of an energy blockage, then you need to fill it with neutral or positive energy to maintain balance.

At the beginning of December, I was talking to Caleb about feeling too domesticated, and that I just went to work and came home. He surprised me with a pilot instruction flight as a Christmas present.

That was so nice of him. I had been wanting to try flying for about two decades, but I didn't want to spend the money on myself, and I didn't know if I would even be brave enough to do such a thing. So, he made it happen. I'm very excited about this, because my son has been learning to fly airplanes for the past two years. So, instead of stepping into the horse world with my daughter, I'm stepping into the world of flight with my son.